Walking Circumspectly

Lately when I've had free time I've been thinking about, well, time.  Specifically, how can I best use my time.  There is a constant surge of activities vying for my attention.  Events and planning within Avance, spending time with Mexican friends and family, drawing aside to spend time with the Lord, or curling up to unwind with a book or Netflix.  In any given day, my time will be divided among all of these and more.  But how can I find the right balance of all of these?  Should I cut out Facebook altogether (not a bad idea)?  How much time should I ideally spend in quiet with the Lord?  What formula can I use to determine whether my waking hours are better spent reconnecting with my Mexican host family, mentoring a summer participant, or participating in an evangelistic Bible study?

Ephesians 5:15-16 says that we are to "Walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil."

So, there's the command, but what does that practically look like?*  I think that the clearest example of One who really "redeemed the time" was the Man who had the most to accomplish in the shortest amount of time: namely, the salvation of His Bride!  Jesus is a prime example of what balance looks like in a life.  He didn't shun social events to do "holy stuff."  In fact, his first miracle (like many of his other great teachings and works) was in the context of a party (John 2:1-11)!  He sometimes spent whole evenings healing people and casting out demons, with no obvious teaching involved (Mark 1:32-34).  Following a night like that, though, He would slip off and pray (Mark 1:35), and then not yield to insistent crowds that clamored for his further attention (Mark 1:36-38).  Though this would seem an exhausting pace that no other human could attain, Jesus also took time to sleep (Matt. 8:24), followed by both a miracle and teaching (Matt. 8:26).  Other accounts, such as the Sermon on the Mount, in Matthew 5-7, focus exclusively on Jesus' teaching, while the end of each Gospel points to Jesus' atoning death and victorious resurrection.  Throughout his life, death, and resurrection, Jesus also continually fulfilled prophecies.  

In just a whirlwind overview of some samples from the Gospels (which are themselves just a sample of all of Jesus' life!), it is clear that there is not merely one kind of action that constitutes "redeeming the time."  Rather, I believe that "redeeming the time," as seen in the life of Jesus, can be better viewed as a submission to God.  In John 17, Jesus prays to the Father that "the time has come. Glorify your Son that your Son may glorify you" (v. 1), and "I have brought you glory on earth by completing the work you gave me to do" (v. 4).  Later in John, on the cross, Jesus was able to cry out, "It is finished!" (John 19:30).  He intentionally did everything that was in God's will for Him to do.  Though He didn't do everything that others expected of him (become a political ruler, heal everybody, feed each crowd), He did walk circumspectly, redeeming the time, by doing everything that God had put before Him to do.  He fulfilled every prophecy.  He lived a life of full righteousness, which was bestowed on His people.  He fully paid for the sins of His beloved ones.  He completed all that He came to earth to accomplish.

As I strive to put Ephesians 5:15-16 into practice, I know that I must look to the example of my Lord.  I must be sensitive to the Spirit and walk wisely.  

I may need to ignore external voices that push me to work harder and harder, to try to do everything.  "Work harder, do more, sleep less; it all depends on you!" 

I may need to ignore the internal voice that says, "Mañana! Take it easy today, there's always more time.  You just need to rest.  And rest.  And rest..."

I must be sensitive to the voice of wisdom, which says that sometimes I need to draw aside and sometimes I need to knuckle down.  I need to be attentive to the voice of God, which says, "So whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God!" (1 Cor. 10:31)  There is no hard-and-fast formula which can measure when a life has too much of one activity or too little of another. Rather, a lifestyle of listening to the voice of God, guided by wisdom, is one that is circumspect.  

  

*(For a great word study and some encouragement, you should totally check out this blog post:  http://www.lifeofasteward.com/redeeming-the-time-a-closer-look/).       

Why Try?

Dear Reader,

If you are here, I already know two things about you:

1. You are probably reading this because you clicked on the link in my update letter, a post on Facebook, or because you subscribe to this blog.  For any of those reasons, I am so thankful that you are a part of my life enough to be on any of those lists.

2. You took the time to actually come to this dusty old thing to see what I have to say!  Again, thank you.

This leads me to the point of my post:  why do I even bother continuing to blog and trying to write update letters?  It is clearly not my passion or my gifting.  It is probably at least as frustrating to each of you as it is difficult for me to maintain.  I get tired of hearing my own voice saying, "I'll try again;" seeing my own fingers type, "this time it will stick."  I groan inwardly as I hear and see those words, knowing that I have said them so many times before.  As I write this, I think, "why am I starting this again?" and "why not just give up?"

One reason that I don't give up is because this is really a great way of communicating.  We live in a time where we can be very interconnected across the world (even if it implies a greater physical distance).  I have dear friends with whom I would not be able to communicate were it not for technology.  I thank God for the ability to remain connected, and I want to strive to make the most of those means, even if it is a struggle for me.

Y'all matter to me!  That's why I keep trying to post.  :-)

Secondly, I try because the act of "trying" matters in and of itself.  It is valuable to keep working at important habits, even if we keep failing.  Does it matter that an alcoholic tries to stop drinking, even if she fails?  Does it matter if a child keeps trying to improve in math, even if it doesn't come naturally to him?  Does it matter that overweight people try to eat healthfully and exercise even if they have bad days once in a while?  Wouldn't it be better for these all people if they just stopped trying?  Obviously it's too hard for them.  It's probably discouraging to keep trying and failing.  They should just admit defeat.  NO!  We would never say that.  Because trying is worth it!  It strengthens our character, shows concern for others, and brings glory to God.

That's why I keep trying.

Whirlwind Update

Some stuff about our Pennsylvania-Alaska trip:

We have been averaging about 10 hours a day, and after driving for just over a week, we arrived in Alaska late last night.  We are currently in Anchorage.  

Highlights of the trip include:  

-- Seeing tons of beautiful scenery in Canada.

-- Seeing the NORTHERN LIGHTS!  That's definitely a bucket list item.  We didn't think that we would see them at all on this trip (due to the fact that it doesn't really get dark around here), but then on our second night in Canada, we saw it!  :-)

-- Seeing moose and mountain goats.

-- Seeing beautiful mountains outside of Anchorage (Mt. St. Elias range?)

-- Some much-needed nights of rest (a nice hotel after 40 hours of driving, a couple of consecutive nights in Whitehorse, the capital of the lovely Yukon Territory).  Camping out in a gas station parking lot when we ran out of gas was less than the ideal situation.  Why doesn't Canada have 24-hour gas stations??  Why??  WHY!?

-- Returning to the land of 24-hour gas stations.  ;-)

-- Family bonding time.  Lots of chances to spend time in the siblings car ... and one-on-one times in the parent car.  At our camping stops, we have also had fun opportunities to take walks together, bump a volleyball, juggle a soccer ball and throw a frisbee.  This is such welcome exercise after spending so much time in the cars!

Ok, well, that was even less whirlwind than I had intended to be ... but it's hopefully at least a start for you all.  I will try to post more later.

Isaiah, the Messiah, and Missions

Isaiah has been termed “the Fifth Gospel” because it presents a clear picture of the messiah, probably more so than any other Old Testament book. I want to take this post to illustrate a couple of the places that are obviously messianic, but, as you are probably sick of hearing me say – please study this book on your own! Count the number of references to Christ. Consider how you would share Christ with a Jewish person using just this book.

Chapter 53 is one of the most well-known passages dealing with the Messiah in the Old Testament. This description of the Suffering Servant is a clear passage about Christ! I would say that you could teach the Gospel from this passage… but don’t take my word for it! Acts 8:26-39 tells the story of how Philip did just that! God sent him to an Ethiopian eunuch who was reading through Isaiah – specifically, chapter 53 – and “Philip began with that very passage of Scripture and told him the good news about Jesus” (Acts 8:35). Could you share the good news about Jesus starting with Isaiah 53?

In a discussion about the inclusion of the Gentiles in God’s blessing, we see in 56:1-8 a theme that Jesus picks up: The temple will be called a “House of prayer for all nations.” This also fills the criteria of being both messianic and missions-minded. The reason that these overlaps are so important? Because without a messiah, there would be no room for the inclusion of the Gentiles in God’s plan! He made peace for those who were far off and those who were near, tearing down the dividing wall of hostility.

An excellent plan of further study in this fascinating book would be to read Isaiah alongside Romans and Hebrews, two New Testament books that interpret the fulfillment of the Old Testament prophecies in Christ.

Isaiah

Of all of the prophetic books that I studied, Isaiah might be the one that I found with the most applications for missions. That being said, time still will not allow me to develop all of them. I commend this rich book to your further study and hope that the few insights I can share with you will be profitable. (Get it, prophets, profitable? Haha, seminary joke.)

Isaiah: The Call

Many people have addressed the subject of Isaiah’s call and, indeed, Isaiah 6 is a popular text on missions. I am sure that I will not fully do the subject justice in this post, but encourage you to look to other authors if you want to study this passage more extensively (or more intensively, for that matter!). My goal in this post is simply to outline some general observations from this passage to get the wheels turning in regards to missions.

1. Isaiah’s call started with a vision of God’s holiness. (Is. 6:1-4) Seeing God for who He is must be the foundation of our ministry. As we saw with Jonah, unless we understand God’s character aright and submit to it, we will be hard-pressed to minister well. After all, sharing the Gospel is fundamentally sharing with others about God. If our view of God isn’t correct, how can we accurately share about Him with others?

2. Isaiah’s vision of God led to an overwhelming sense of conviction and despair over his own sin and that of his people. (Is. 6:5-7) Before we can humbly go to others with a message of warning and salvation, we must realize our essential sinfulness and out utter need to be cleansed by God ourselves. Especially as full-time ministry workers, it can be easy to think of ourselves as somehow in that position by our own merit. God, spare us from that mindset! If the prophet Isaiah was a “man of unclean lips,” guess what? So are you! Thank the Lord, though, that He takes it upon Himself to cleanse us and make us fit for His service! May that knowledge fill us with humble gratitude!

3. When Isaiah has seen God’s holiness and been cleansed of his sin, he responded eagerly to God’s call. (Is. 6:8) Our response should be similar. Because of who God is and what He has done for us, we should eagerly respond to His call to go and preach His message.

4. Just a teaser for further study: The remainder of this beautiful chapter (Is. 6:9-13) is honestly somewhat of a downer! What was the message that Isaiah was to proclaim? Destruction! I invite you to wrestle through this on your own and realize that many gems such as this are bordered on both sides by the wrath of God. We must be careful to look at the context of a passage, even if it makes us uncomfortable. Happy studying!

Jeremiah: the Call

The book of Jeremiah, the “prophet to the nations,” is understandably full of application for missionaries. However, I will not be able to address everything it holds, due to the limited scope of this blog series… and merely the fact that I have barely scratched the surface of this book myself! As with Jonah, and all of the other books that I mention, I invite you to study them for yourself and see what you come up with!

God chose Jeremiah. (Jeremiah 1:5) A theme throughout the prophets is that God chose them. This statement may seem simplistic at first, but it truly is profound when you see the implications of it. If God chose Jeremiah (as He chose Jonah and the other prophets) then He is bound to share His message whether He likes it or not! However, as we will see later, being chosen by God also means that He will accomplish His purposes in and through us, against all odds.

God prepared Jeremiah. He declared that Jeremiah was not too young to serve Him (Jer. 1:7-8). Also, as with Isaiah’s call and commissioning, God purified Jeremiah’s mouth (Jer. 1:9). God appointed this young man to have power over nations, using language similar to Jesus’ commissioning of Peter. (Jer. 1:10)

God sustained Jeremiah. (Jer. 1: 17-19) Though Jeremiah will have trouble and be hated, God will give him strength. Later in the book, we see that God was true to His word and did preserve Jeremiah’s life and ministry, despite great attacks. (Jer. 15:10; Jer. 20)

Jonah: The Challenge

Having given a little bit of background as to the factors that were at work in the story of Jonah, here are two warnings and pitfalls that I have found to be especially relevant to missionaries. 

1. Sometimes as missionaries, it can be easy to love “plants” (comfort, status quo) more than people.  May God give us eyes to see His purpose in His mission… and may He also fill us with compassion for people.  I have heard the phrase “We are meant to love people and use things, not use people and love things.”  That is so true!  Jonah is a reminder of how quickly we can fall into that selfish, unloving cycle.  May God in His grace spare us from thinking like that!

2. It is possible to make an orthodox confession, and yet still be running from God.  When the sailors asked Jonah about the storm, who he was and who His god was, Jonah replied, “I am a Hebrew and I worship the Lord, the God of heaven, who made the sea and the land.” (Jonah 1:9)  He also gives a remarkable testimony in chapter 4, in the midst of actually complaining to God about His character: “I knew that you are a gracious and compassionate God, slow to anger and abounding in love, a God who relents from sending calamity.”  (Jonah 4:2)  For all of these truths that Jonah possessed, though, it appears that deep down, He didn’t understand God.  May God spare us from saying all the right things, and then turning around and acting rebelliously!

Concluding Thoughts and Challenges:  Are you running from God in his call on your life?  He will have His way.  As we have seen in Jonah, God will be glorified, whether through our obedience or disobedience, our rise or fall.  This story should make us recognize God’s love and compassion that is way beyond what we extend to others or even understand.  May God shape us more into His character as we respond to His call on our lives!  May we see others as He sees them.